well i just finnished my  first week of beauty school and it was so fun!  i met so many cool people. 

i just love meeting knew people it just feels like a breath of fresh air.  just finding out what goes on in there little worlds.  its fun!

anyway i am tired i just can't be bothered typing but i thought i would just leave a little note

chow

well i am totally pissed off right now and i just feel like crying and crying and crying.  i am just so annoyed and u know what craps me off the most is that i am always the one to give in!

i just keep praying that God will find a way to work through this one, i just have to keep my faith and keep praying harder cause i think i am about to explode.

AAARRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH

 i am so stoked, cause i have orientation for beauty school on monday and i have to meet all these cool people and finally can get myself into something that i really love doing.  i just can't believe how soon it has come, its just crazy.  but so much fun at the same time.  i will have to keep u posted on how it goes!

The last few days have been so full of nothingness, i am thinking about going down to the bead shop so i can make a necklace or bead some shirts or something,  these days i just hate sitting around and doing nothing.  I just cant decide.  After hearing elise talking about sewing i am actually considering pulling mums old sewing machine out!  i need some inspiration.

My baby (damon) has been working night shift for the last 2 nights as well as tonight so i haven't seen much of him at all.  For those of u who don't know he is a nurse so therefore he does a whole range of shift work, so we are constantly having to work around his schedual.  but i love him so its pretty worth it in the end.

well im off, gotta find something to do....

BYe

you know what i really hate more than anything in this world, knowing that someone u love is deeply hurting and there is nothing that u can do about it!  Nothing that u can say, makes it better and nothing that u do, softens the blow.  Thats totally how i feel right now.  There is really nothing i can do except to pray.  The thing that scares me is that there are things in our lives that we go through and some can cope better than others.  Some have a better relationship with God to cope with situations, however i feel that this has pushed this person further away from God.  I fully see what this person is goin through is a blessing in disguise, however i don't know how to bring this person back into a relationship with God.

God, u are totally in charge of this one and i fully hand it ova to you!

Yesterday was a very challenging day for me, and let me tell after a day like a had yesterday u are completely knocked off your feet yet i couldn't sleep for ages last night.  i just hate it how i don't think that i am stewing on something but in my subconcious i am.

ahhhh i think i just need to exhale

its so hot in brissy today, its so totally ridiculous.  what makes it worse is that i have had to be driving around and my car doesn't have air-con, but i must admit i have been enjoying my new car stero system that my sweet damon bought for me for chrissy!

There so isn't a lot going on in my life at the moment which is pretty boring, yesterday i received my first Mary Kay order which was pretty cool!  as now that i am a Mary Kay consultant if u want any groovy stuff contact me!

I don't know about u guys but i have been watching a fair bit of the tennis lately, as the Australian Open has been on, and i have totally discovered how much of a hottie RODIC is.  don't tell damon that i am saying this but fairdinkum he is a good perve if u need one!  I have to say he isn't that bad considering he is an american! hehehe.  If u haven't already u should check him out!

well i think i am off as i really don't have anything productive to talk about anyway!  everything is goin well and thats about it

later...